August 05, 2009

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the day i do IUI
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ya...at 10.00 am me n cik jai go to the clinic..ready to IUI..so takut n so risau..sebelum g klinik tu sy g ofis dl settle kan kerja2 yg ada..sy kuar dr opis kui 9.45am n amik cik jai kat umah n trs g klinik..smpai klinik nurse kat situ sume dah tau..so just say kat sy n cik jai wait...so sy n cik jai trs duduk kat sofa yg ada..sambil melekakan diri..x mo ingat sgt..
sbb risau n takut kan..:minimo_43:jd utk mengelakkan perasaan ni semua sy main game,smbg2 dgn cikjai sumer..ms yg ditunggu dah tiba..some nurse dah prepare dah bilik utk sy ditempatkan..x lm pastu jugak doc kuar n say..ok get ready...!!!!:girl_3:so risau lah..sy ikut doc n nurse masuk bilik tu n nurse ckp kat sy..dah kencing..i said dah..ok so ready yer..cikjai juga turut sm ada dlm bilik tu..so far ok la sbb dpt tgk muka cikjai..rs mcm kuat sikit hati kan..nurse suruh sy brg atas katil tu n ttp bdn sy dgn selimut sumer..n ade nurse yg sdg prepare brg yg doc nak gunakan..
ms nih sy agak takut sbb sy :minimo_07:nmpak semua tools yg doc nak gunakan..sm mcm sy nak buat HSG dl..tp ms HSG dl doc x tunjuk kat sy tools dia..so x la tkut sgtkan..di sebelah kiri sy ade sorg nurse,disebelah kanan sy doc n dihujung kaki sy 2 org nurse..ms nih really2 scared ok...cikjai lak di satu sudut yg agak jauh dr sy tp sy still nmpak..
ok now..smbil doc nak mlkan kerja dia doc beri sedikit penerangan pd cik jai..tp sy ..hahaha x mo dgr aper aper dah..:minimo_16:smbil doc smbg dgn cik jai doc melakukan kerja dia..1st dia masukkan alat x tau la ape nm dia tp i know ia alat yg akan membuka rahim sy..so sakit wktu nih..x tau nak cakap..sy still looking to cik jai..rs mcm nak cik jai ade kat sblh sy n touch my head n usap2 my head...sbb selalunya itu saja cr yg dpt menenang kan sy..:minimo_29:n masa nih jugak segala macam bunyik scru sy dgr..dlm fikiran ..when nak finish hah...very sakit lah.........n pastu doc masukkan mcm satu tiub ...n ready tu put the sperm inside...wktu ni x rs sakit la..cuma terasa something go inside la kan..n x lm pastu doc said..ok finis n mengiring ke kanan...rest about 30 minit....n after finish jer..cik jai come to me n touch n usap my head n ask..sakit?ofcourse sakit la sayang...n his face look sad dgn ape yg sy lalui:minimo_12:..n sy tnya kat cik jai..abang tgk n nmpk x aper doc buat...?n u know..he said what???he said no..abang x tgk n x sanggup nak tgk..i said lagi..abang takut..?dia jwb of course abang takut n sedih dgn ape yg sayang lalui...hahaha ms nih my air mata almost nak kuar la.:girl_1:.tp still bleh tahan la..n pas finish sume doc still ade dlm bilik tu so i ask la.."doc sperm ok ker,good ker..?n doc jawab..ok good. good ..di ade soh cik jai tgk la n cik jai pon ckp sperm tu berenang laju..n doc ader beri sedikit penerangan la..tp still x pham la..n sy tnya lagik..doc rs akan berjaya x?..tau dia ckp aper..tnya yg kat ATAS la sbb dia yg tentukan segalanya..camne pandai pon kita buat..DIA yg akan tentukan sesuatu perkara itu berjaya atau x..huhu sedeh ok masa nih..yer la doc pon paham kan....sblum doc kuar doc tu pesan kat sy soh rest dlm bilik tu dl..n cik jai teman kan sy..cik jai keep looking to me..:minimo_29:i think i can understand his feeling..but what to do..??inilah pengorbanan...
hampir 30 minit sy dlm tu n i said kat cikjai..ok la abang jom kita balik..so i prepare to kuar dr bilik tu n jumpe nurse kat kaunter..she give me ubat..they call ntah la lupe la tp utk menguat kan rahim..i must took 1 day for 3 time..so totally cost is rm913 + gonal f RM650 + cocok pregnyl RM180 + tvs for 2 time RM100 n + clomid rm60..so semua sekali bersamaan dgn rm1,963.00...me n cik jai jugak dapt mc..sy for 2 days n cikjai only one day jer..so settle sumer we go back home..i must rest..perut rs x sdp..:tareflower:rs macam sengal ..sebu..n x selesa..n my next appoinment on 17/8/2009 (Monday) for urine test..

now i still counting the day n hope the result ok..very2 berharap la..now jugak every night n morning i took anmum milk plus folic acid..hope inside my PERUT have something grow up....dgn sihatnyaaaaaaaa....ok:minimo_19:now jugak..every night cik jai akan usap2 on my perut...huhu..:minimo_30:rs very disayangi lah..:kiss:

4 comments:

Kak Ejja said...

oit... den mai ni...

igt blog sapa la ku redah td..
CIK CT rupanye... wkakkaa..
lawak la..
ptt la mcm pnh tgk.. kui3x..

LAWO Blog mu ni..

leh la tuko2 komen lps ni yek..

daa...

CIK CT said...

oit...k ejja...
la akak baru perasan ker...wakakaka..
mai la selalu yer....
blog saper akak redah smpai akak jumper blog ct nih ha???
LAWO ke kak..???ekekeke(mula nak perasan nih)mekasih sbb tlg puji tp yg penting mekasih sudi jenjalan kat sini...

J u l i a 。.゜✿ said...

hello cik ct..
i baru baca ur email. =) nanti i'll invite u k =D

wow.. u did IUI ? intra uterine insemination. and then doc bagi clomid lagi ? perghh high chances untuk dapat twins/triplets tuh !

goodluck babe. jaga diri & paling penting jaga ur diet. makan yang berkhasiat. & jangan minum air soya. nanti anak berkulit sangat sensitif - eczema

*hugs*

CIK CT said...

mekasih ek ..doa2kan lah

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